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I wonder how far would I go if I do my best in any way.
I wonder what will I get if I do my job seriously and put effort on it.
I wonder what ways am I going to make in order not to sacrifice anything or anybody.

Every time I am in a situation, where I choose only one of it. My body trembles like falling down from a 1,000ft building in to the ground. No body can understand me even to the closest person I am with. It's like ripping my self out of them just to show that I'm not robot nor a thing. I am human imperfect just like them. This feeling keep me drowning but I'm still holding on to something that I have and never letting it go.