Every time I am in a situation, where I choose only one of it. My body trembles like falling down from a 1,000ft building in to the ground. No body can understand me even to the closest person I am with. It's like ripping my self out of them just to show that I'm not robot nor a thing. I am human imperfect just like them. This feeling keep me drowning but I'm still holding on to something that I have and never letting it go.